brim full of shock, my body just a clock
my free will to be mocked by my nature
crawled under a rock now i’m forced back to the flock
just an army full of hot incubators

sober from my life undone
i’m colder than a silo
(i’ll hit but i can’t make a dent
i’ll chase it but i won’t gain a step
i’ll scream it, but i can’t make a noise,
i’m shaky and losing all my poise)

grim little thoughts, surrender what is lost
a host to what was not in my favor
fall into a sloth, now i’m just part of the cause
of a solemn, shady lot of masturbators

shoulders down, i eat the ground
there’s no view now of tomorrow
(i’ll jump it, or i’ll just fly instead
i’ll catch it catch and release again
i’ll hit it, and watch it bleed to death
i’m monstrous and moving straight ahead.)

now we belong
our cells sing the universal wrong
of a life force on the run

fruit of knowledge, ripe with promise
never rotting out, i wanted naught
for solace, blood is lawless
i’ll be honest, yeah, i want it all
life of legends, place in heaven
never settled in, i wanted naught
find a calling, bludgeoned, crawling
i’ll be honest, yeah, i want it all